 number six  Sunday, February 20, 2011
"Thank you so much to Melissa, for insisting on calling me even though I told her not to, and Chooi Yi, for listening to me rant on MSN even though it was a ridiculously small matter."
No. Thank YOU for thanking me, Lynn unnie. It makes me feel appreciated as a friend... which I often don't feel.
My real life friend circle is nearly completely barren. I only have one single friend whom I trust unconditionally, and she's from my high school. Rubini. :) Person who's not even reading my blog anymore, huuhhhh? And there's one more whom I'm getting to re-know and start being friends again. Who willingly admitted she was sorry and tried to make it up to me. How could I not accept? I missed you too. A third girl whom I spend my time with in class, but rarely talk to. So... Jonghun's recent tweet really got to me.
"Translation: When you are with someone who doesn’t talk much and both of you are quiet, then your partner is a dull person. However, when you are with someone with lots of charm but both of you are quiet, then you are the dull person."I can freely, almost meanly say, that she's the dull one. Maybe the things I say make her uncomfortable. I always ask her for her opinion on things just to know her thoughts and stuff, but every time she shrugs and smiles awkwardly. Wooooah okayyy. Wth is that supposed to mean? And she doesn't like people touching her. Huh?? Just... what. Can't I have someone.... normal? /frustrated
But what makes me most disappointed is that I'm always the one who gives everything I can to a friend dear to me. But when I need her, I still have to be the one to reach out. She'd listen, yes, but no. I don't want to intrude into her life if she doesn't miss me the way I do. 7 years of friendship... maybe it's just that I can't understand her, or I'm too sensitive... or she really can live without us being close. Unlike me who misses her company all the time.
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number six Sunday, February 20, 2011
"Thank you so much to Melissa, for insisting on calling me even though I told her not to, and Chooi Yi, for listening to me rant on MSN even though it was a ridiculously small matter."
No. Thank YOU for thanking me, Lynn unnie. It makes me feel appreciated as a friend... which I often don't feel.
My real life friend circle is nearly completely barren. I only have one single friend whom I trust unconditionally, and she's from my high school. Rubini. :) Person who's not even reading my blog anymore, huuhhhh? And there's one more whom I'm getting to re-know and start being friends again. Who willingly admitted she was sorry and tried to make it up to me. How could I not accept? I missed you too. A third girl whom I spend my time with in class, but rarely talk to. So... Jonghun's recent tweet really got to me.
"Translation: When you are with someone who doesn’t talk much and both of you are quiet, then your partner is a dull person. However, when you are with someone with lots of charm but both of you are quiet, then you are the dull person."I can freely, almost meanly say, that she's the dull one. Maybe the things I say make her uncomfortable. I always ask her for her opinion on things just to know her thoughts and stuff, but every time she shrugs and smiles awkwardly. Wooooah okayyy. Wth is that supposed to mean? And she doesn't like people touching her. Huh?? Just... what. Can't I have someone.... normal? /frustrated
But what makes me most disappointed is that I'm always the one who gives everything I can to a friend dear to me. But when I need her, I still have to be the one to reach out. She'd listen, yes, but no. I don't want to intrude into her life if she doesn't miss me the way I do. 7 years of friendship... maybe it's just that I can't understand her, or I'm too sensitive... or she really can live without us being close. Unlike me who misses her company all the time.
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