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Friday, November 13, 2009


The last day of school has safely passed. All there's left now is the looming SPM - then after that, what? So many things has happened in my five years in Sri Aman. Now I'm leaving?

Despite my many shortcomings, I gained acceptance and understanding from many schoolmates. (That was something I failed to receive in primary school.) From my friends' neverending support, I was able to gain some confidence. It's definitely not at breaking-the-roof levels yet, but still.

I began to understand myself better. And somehow ended up even more lost and confused in the process, but I'm blaming that on turbulent hormones. (Too much stimuli? Lol Bio *gets shot*)

I had some pretty amazing fun times with my friends. Watching Lei and Thiru mock-fight is incredibly amusing. Sarah and her all-round spazziness/moodiness. Liyana's rambling is funny. Kaze-chan and her kind words and care. Hanging with Chai Wei during taekwondo. And performing for Wonder Bang is pretty cool in itself.

Classes. Those in which I can't concentrate (eg. BM, Moral, English), those that are funny as hell (Physics), those that I don't really understand (Add Maths, but I'm working on it), and then some. Bio is fun in a way too, I always feel like I absorb info like a giant sponge listening to Datin M talk.

Canteen food XD Nasi lemak, nasi ayam, roti canai, nuggets, sausages, wanton, keropok lekor, muffins (heavenly!), and ice-cream ♥ The food isn't always the best but I do enjoy it, in an accepting-ish way.

I got my heart broken twice, in different ways. Painful as hell, especially the person who kept doing it without actually realizing. No, I'm not a lesbo. Or am I?

There's actually so many things I've gone through but can't recall at the moment, but these warm feelings within me will last for a long, long time. Emotions are so hard to put into words, aren't they?

On towards SPM. Good luck to all of us!


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Love.


Someday, I wish I could be your sunflower.

Why?

So I can brighten up your day the way you brighten mine.


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